Saturday, April 9, 2011

Am I a Loner?

Am I a loner? The question always comes in my mind
Is it a choice or divine
No one has answered that, but it always come to my mind.

I walk along with people, being somewhere else
I don't laugh to jokes, and if ever they are not real
The thought of bonding is gone, is it that, I am alone.

No! this is not me
I had a laugh, but it was bit far
I too had buddies, with all everyone were fond.

I am letting myself inside the dusk
Waiting for the dark night, to cross the husk
The dawn will come, to wake me up
No I am not a loner
It is just a choice, not divine.

It is me who let loneliness, to cover me up
It is me who wanted to take my own time.

But no more, I am not a loner
The fun will come, the life will laugh
It was never divine, it was just a choice.

Still, am I a loner? The question comes to my mind
Hope the time will answer, it is not divine.